VIC_VOSS wrote:Ok, I'm new, and came here because I really need some help. (So I apologize in advance if I'm doing anything wrong.) Also, I'm not sure if this belongs in this catagory, but it fit slightly better here than anything else, since it has a bit of everything. For about the past 6 months, I've been having frequent, uncontrollable, complex and gruesome fantasies of kidnapping, torturing (and sometimes raping) and killing some of my attractive female friends and aquaintences. The urges to follow through on these fantasies have gotten progressivly stronger to the point of almost being unable to restrain myself. I'll often go into "episodes" where I'm unable to think about anything other than killing, and the urges get even stronger. Besides this, I've been suffering from what I call "haziness" because it's as if my mind is suffering from a haze that filters all thoughts and sensory input through a tinge of negativity, and while I'm "hazy" I'm very irritable and prone to "anger surges" in which I get extremely angry over very petty things, or sometimes over nothing at all. And as if that wasn't enough, I've recently been suffering from many of the symptoms assiociated with paranoid schizophrenia. Any help would be appreciated. (I'll provide some more details upon request.)
Do you want to kill them because they won't have sex with you? The reason I ask that is the way you specifically state that these women are attractive. You sound angry that they are attractive which suggests they refuse to have sex with you.