Dear friends,
Yes, I know where you are all coming from with panic, agrophobia, anxiety neurosis etc..
I can honestly say, that I have become, increasingly, essentially cured of these problems for a couple of years.
The way that I have cured myself is by eating a mostly raw vegan diet, without wheat: and have had further improvements since going raw/ nearly fruitarian, in addition to removing animal products in shampoo etc.; obviously there may be implicit risks in adopting such a diet; anyway have also set up a forum at:
http://p3.forumforfree.com/christianfood.html
It is completely free and please feel to post any questions in case you want help, that I will try to answer, or hopefully other people as well; I am a Christian: "love thy neighbour as theyself".
I should also point out that I am not a medical doctor and that this is for information purposes only for you to make your own decision, preferably with a suitably registered doctor; definitely so if feeling "overwhelmed" and remember that Jesus loves you.
All my love,
Philip.