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Another way to completely ruin the media: Try diagnosing artists and characters with personality disorders. Stereotype the f**k out of the disorder themselves, then infect the finest things in life with the stigma. Thank you. Thank you so very much for twisting everything.

-- Fri Apr 11, 2014 7:38 pm --

You cannot possibly know if a character in a song has Borderline Personality Disorder!

1. It's not a real person that means that...
2. Even if you WERE a mental health professional...
3. You can't examine the person thoroughly enough, often enough or long enough to determine what (if anything) is wrong with them!

Wtf people.

Good luck with cutting down on the smoking and hope you achieve it

I will never understand how people find amusement in such f**kery.

@p0ster: Thank you very much!

Jesus. My f**king boyfriend is even worse than me! If I were coughing the way he is right now, I wouldn't even have the guts to smoke. I mentioned to him once that I'm concerned with what his smoking is doing to him physically and he insists that it has no affect at all. That if he stops smoking, there's no difference.

I call bull****, especially since he's been smoking weed, cigarettes, cigars, & tobacco/weed wrapped in bible paper for years!

& He's a chain smoker.

He doesn't seem to understand. Dude. First of all, the bong is dirty. I wash that thing about six or seven times a goddamn day for a reason. Get your ass up and WASH IT. Stop smoking f**king ash. Stop smoking with that dirty ass water. Go wash it. I ain't your maid.

Second of all, PUT THAT S**T DOWN! Smoke your own damn weed! & Give oxygen a chance.

Third of all, THAT S**T SOUNDS PAINFUL, N**GA, RELAX. Gonna end up like me. Coughing up blood, nasal drip from hell...

Well, actually I am his maid. I'm his everything. I'm his partner, and that means his messes are my messes.

That also means my hours are his hours... and I'm taking the mother*******g night off. So he can work overtime (and clean the damn Hello Kitty bong) without me or it's just gonna sit there and be dirty. I'll tell you this, though; I'm not smoking out of it in that condition.

One of us better get our ass up.

My landlord just completely threw me off. Knocking on my door at nearly 11 at NIGHT, asking if I'll have the money MONDAY instead of WEDNESDAY OR THURSDAY like we originally agreed on. But forgetting which dates which days fell on, I immediately said "Yes" when he asked, "Monday?"

So... f**k. ._. There's no way in f**k I'm making $360 in just two damn days! He's gonna have some bad news on Monday. I ain't gonna have it all by then.

So I told my landlord the truth; that I made a mistake and won't have the money by Monday but by Wednesday. He said, "Ok."

I'm really bad at asserting myself, unless it's someone whose head I'm allowed to tear off.

Changed my Tumblr name to *mod edit*.

I have $40. If I spend it, I'll have to make a whole $400 instead of just $360. But what I plan to spend it on his so worth it.

- Antihistimine; I can't have my nose running while I'm working, and just in general, I'm making too much damn snot. Perhaps a cough suppresant as well, but NOT Coricidin Cough & Cold! BAD history!

- Shampoo & Conditioner because I haven't owned either of these in months now.

- Razors, because most men like the naked mole rat look for some reason, and since I'm gonna be working a lot, I have to make myself into a product that the most people would buy.

- Q-Tips. I really wanna clean my ears.

I'm telling you right now, I already plan on smoking recreationally. So f**k my streak.

Again with the failure to speak for yourself. Maybe domestic life is "never smooth waters" FOR YOU and the emotionally unstable pricks you inevitably attract because you are an emotionally unstable prick. But for MOST PEOPLE, it IS.

Please keep in mind that you are not the norm and neither is most of what you observe (because you are not normal), ok?

& Emotions don't always pass unless you actively hold onto them. That's absolute bull****. Some emotions stay with you no matter what. You'd know that if you've ever actually felt anything genuine in your life. Again, you are not the norm and neither is what you observe. Rapidly changing emotions is PART of your ILLNESS.

In a world that's perfect FOR ME, sick people would be executed for speaking of their abnormalities as if they are normal for everyone.