Seeing A Therapist

I worry so much that I'm a pedophile and I'm going to hurt someone, but I think I might have POCD. I want to see a therapist and get help but I'm so scared. What if I'm wrong, and I really am a pedophile? What if the therapists wrongly diagnosis me with POCD and I let my guard down around children?

I don't think I can go through with it. Even if I'm not a pedophile, it won't excuse some of the things I've done.

EDIT: Please delete this thread. I'm not going.

Things you've done? I thought you said you'd never harmed a child before. Did you do something you shouldn't have? There's a Remorse Forum under General topics.

remorse/

I already posted in that forum, but everyone tells me what I did wasn't abuse.