Hocd evidence

Evidence I'm not gay: don't get hard over gay porn, I get hard over naked girls and lesbian porn, ive never been goo goo eyes head over heels for same sex, I don't perve on guys I perve on girls, when I look at guys I have to look away, naked guys don't get me erect at all not even a movement, as far as I can remember I've never got erections in locker rooms, I have got em with friends but not over em I think we were watching porn or something or Evanston erection

What hocd mind tells me: your gay you looked at that guy, your gay you had that thought, weird images when climaxing, asking people if they think I'm gay, searching on web for OCD, goes from your gay you want to be gay your bi your gay your straight your bi your gay, what about this in the past, what if I'm gay, search the past I get pre cum sometimes

Is this hocd?