hate

i hate my ocd i have got ocd.

i am not going to tolerate any #######4 on this forum.

it controls whether i put my head on the pillow or not and whether i sit down on my bed SO I HAVE STAYED UP ALL ######6 NIGHT AND IT CONTROLS WHEN I ######6 SLEEP.

IT ######6 CONTROLS EVERYTHING AND THIS IS A ######6 NIGH=TMARE.

AND FOR ANYBODY SNORTING AT PEOPLE WHO HAVE MENTAL ILLNESS SHUT THE ###$ UP AND FUCMK OFF. I HAVE HAD IT WITH WWORTHLESS @@@@@@@ WHO PUTTING ;PEOPLE DOWN.

RIGHT NOW I HAVE STAYED UP ALL NIGHT SO I DONT WANT ANY IDIOT GIVING ME A STUPID UNINTELLIGENT ANSWER.

it is making me hit my head because i want it to get out even though it is fake. HOW CAN I STOP HURTING MYSELF LIKE THIS??????!!!!!!!!

i love myself and i dont want to hurt my attractive self.

hitting my head is only a ritual to get the ######6 fake ocd out.


i am also pulling my hair but stop as soon as i think it is coming out.

HOW DO I STOP PULLING MY HAIR?????!!!!!!!

###$ EVERYTHING.


TO EAT OR DRINK THINGS OR DO THINGS THAT WILL ABLE TO CALM ME DOWN.

AND DONT GIVE ADVICE ON WHGAT I SHOULD DO JUST GIVE SOM AD

Gotsomescissors, people won't get away with putting you down because you have an illness here. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. How are you, are you getting treatment?

Despite how crappy you are feeling, theres no need to post such a RUDE message. If you want people to give you respect, why don't you treat others with a bit of respect also. You said you don't want any useless advice, then why are you posting??

I'm sorry that you feel as bad as that... have you tried any medication to at least lessen the anxiety?
I don't know if that sounds like a dumb advice or not but the only other thing I can think of is for you to try other types of rituals instead, if that's possible.

Nobody here hates people with mental illnesses (I consider myself mentally ill, so am not one to judge), and I don't agree that it wasn't ok for you to be "rude" cuz you're clearly in pain (sorry kate, that's just what I think).