So it's been brought to my attention recently that I'm EXTREMELY obsessive. I do have some OCD tendencies... like I have to line the bottom of doors with something (towels, shirts...etc), and I have to position my mouse a certain way before I leave...etc. Though, here recently I've started to notice that I become INSANELY obsessed with things- anything... like guitars, playing pool, headphones, computers, botany, and even smaller things like small notebooks (moleskine ftw). I have absolutely no anxiety that I know of when it comes to this, and these 'obsessions' last for usually about a week all the way up to a month, and then it's like over night I switch to a new thing that's completely un-related.
Whatever this is, it completely consumes my life (not for the better)..... I constantly have to read about something new I'm wanting... like a certain camera model, and I spend perhaps 8 hours a day constantly reading about it, and then the history of it, and then the history of the company, and then it just keeps cycling....until one day... shazaa, something completely un-related takes it's place.
A lot of people may not think too much of something like that, but sometimes I spend A LOT of money on these things.... like I have a $400 pair of headphones sitting next to me... and sure, you may think 'he likes quality', but they're hooked up to a $300 amp.... pushing it a little more? How about the $100 tubes that I bought for the amp? and the $150 soundcard? I guess that could all be considered apart of an audiophile, but the list goes on and on.... $120 mouse, $400 poolstick that I don't use, dying plants around my room, general philosophies, religion.... etc etc etc.
Does anyone know if this is a type of OCD? I have an appointment for a doctor, but the soonest I could get in was febuary.... and I would like to find out if this could be related to anything.... so I can obsess over it until my doctors appointment.
Thanks for any thoughts on this.