Can’t Take These Trans Thoughts Any Longer

I literally can’t take having these thoughts in my head anymore. They are absolutely destroying my life and I can’t put up with it anymore. I’ve had enough. I just want these stupid thoughts to stop.

It is horrific walking around with the thought ‘I am a transsexual, I want to chop off my dick’ in my head. I can’t take it anymore and I want this thought, and other similar thoughts, to be gone!!!

I have been putting up with this for 7 or 8 years now. The thoughts have morphed and changed a bit through that time but the main themes are my dick being chopped off, transsexuality and paedophilia. I also get incest thoughts and other disturbing thoughts but the ones listed are the ones I get the most.

Even my naked body triggers the thoughts now, I really can’t take this anymore.

Surely this has to be real transsexualism now

I don’t want this transsexuality, I want it to go away.

I don’t want these thoughts anymore, I just want to resume my life.

The thoughts are getting worst, especially at night when I am trying to sleep.

The thing that gives me a bit of hope is some trans people have OCD about being cis. That gives me hope that maybe I have this. Also if the people I have spoken to on OCD forums with the same transsexual theme, none of them have transitioned in this time so that’s a good sign.

I JUST DONT WANT THESE TRANSSEXUAL THOUGHTS!!!

I support and love trans people and I have trans friends and I support the trans liberation movement but I don’t want to be a woman myself.

Please please make it stop.

I keep saying in my head to please make it stop but it doesn’t stop.

I have had ERP in the past and I am on a waiting list for more but I just can’t take this anymore.

I’ve tried doing ERP by myself a few times but I just end up having really high anxiety all day long and my thoughts increase all through the day and I can’t handle it.

These thoughts penetrate into every area of my life and are making it a misery.

I get POCD nearly every time I see minors and it is HORRIFIC. I want all of this to stop.

I can’t take it.

My brain tortures me every single day with these #######4 thoughts.

I can’t take this anymore

Please please help, I am going out of my mind.

I dunno wtf to do

I am at a Pride festival atm but these thoughts are making me miserable and it’s impacting my enjoyment.

I am so sorry you’re feeling like this, especially if you’re out trying to have fun. I get what you’re feeling tho, I feel the same and I wish the thoughts would just stop but they can’t seem to and it’s tiring and exhausting. Therapy helps but trying erp on yourself can make things worse so maybe talk to your therapist first before doing that. Also if you ever need to talk feel free to pm me, wish you the best