Does Any One Else Have the Same "Symptoms" that I Have?

Hi,

This is my first time posting on this forum. What I'm wondering is if anyone have the same or similar "Symptoms" that I have. I belive the "genre" of my OCD falls into Mental Contamination OCD.

Some sentences may be written in a werid way, that is beacuse the usage of some words may trigger some of my bad memories.

The "Symptoms" are rather hard to explain and theres far too many to explain in one post, so I'll stick too the most important ones.

Its like a supernatural force that attacks me that I can see but can't, sort of like a half halucination. This force is or is represeting a person. I can also feel it physically, like a ghost thouching me, going through me, going inside of me and wrapping itself around me.

( this person is someone I don't like, someone who is mean, rude, impolite etc. Usually this is somone I went to high school with and is an immigrant and and a black person. )

This force often comes with a bad memory.

This force can come in many forms like a cloud, a face or an entire person. What it mainly tries to do is to swap or steal knowlige, swap souls, compare me to that person, make me belive that the person this force is or represeting, is my friend.

This force can also talk, not like hearing voices but almost.

There is as I said above alot more "symptoms" of my OCD. I hope this makes sense if you have any questions just feel free too ask.

Thanks