Does anybody remember this event on TV

Hi.
A brief bit about myself. I suffered from child abuse in my childhood in the form of mostly emotional bullying. I developed Pure O around 14 with paedophilia. I didn't know about Pure O until I was about 37. When I was 28 I was raped coming home from a bar intoxicated and heavily drugged on ecstasy. I managed to get home. I visited a psychologist soon after as I couldn't take the hurt anymore as I was in a severe suicidal state.
That psychologist basically insinuated I was a self confessing paedophile at the time. I left her immediately. I was very lucky that my Dr had prescribed me Peroxatine before I met her otherwise I would have killed myself for sure.

My life got a lot worse since that due to an event that happened in 2002. Since that event I have been suffering from what psycharitrists have diagnosed as Delusioonal Disorder/paranoid psychosis.

I totally disagree with them over one fact that has ruined my life more so than the rape and pure O. But nobody believes this event happened. Thus my frustration that I am labelled as being delusional about it all.

If you can't remember this event take place on TV or can't find anything online please don't respond back telling me I'm living in another dimension or that there is now way that happened simply because you can't remember it.

In 2002 during the mass hysteria around paedophilia and internet porn (yes 16 years ago) the public were demanding something to be done about it all (Change the paedophile laws, change internet laws to the more extreme, name and shame etc.)
George Bush was president in his first term at this time. George decided he would do something about it being under so much pressure from the public.
In December 2002 it was all over the news that Shawn Carter (JayZ) had been arrested on suspected rape of a child. A week later it was confirmed in the news that Shawn Carter had raped a 12 year old girl as part of some ritual to become Hova in a hotel room. George Bush took the stand on it all. He came out saying that we are taking this no more. That it doesn't matter whether who you are, even if your are famous we are taking it anymore.
George Bush implied specifically that he is personally making the paedophile laws more extreme to end it all. To show how seriously he is taking it. He found Shawn Carter gulity of rape of a child and gave him the death penalty via lethal injection to make an example out of him. Shawn Carter was executed just before Christmas Eve 2002 and the news portrayed it as very real. I am from the UK and this was not just in America but worldwide.
George Bush came out and intimidated everyone with the laws saying that nobody is allowed to talk about Shawn Carter in any newspapers or online or during any TV shows. Strictly only the mainstream news channels were allowed to broadcast anything. Something that was taken very seriously in the media world. Nothing got printed. Nothing online. Nobody asked any questions or discussed it.
George told everyone that he wanted to eradicate the memory of Shawn Carter known as Jay-Z for our children's minds. That's why he was making sure nobody can print any reminders of his hideous crime. George also added that the production of his Album the 'Black Album' will go ahead but only the major music stores are allowed one copy each and if anyone buys that album will face proscecution.

And thus nothing got printed or discussed and nobody but myself so far can remember this happening in 2002 by George Bush as part of the fear mongering by the media in there hopeless and failed attempt of helping with the paedophile problem in society.

Of course the whole thing was made up by George Bush and Jay-Z. They made sure that we all forget about it because, as I said nobody was allowed to talk about it online, on TV, or in the newspapers. That bullying was very real for everyone in the media and extremely effective.

So what was it all for? For me I was approaching the height of my Pure O thinking I was turning into a paedophile and becoming more and more suicidal. The whole show of extreme intolerance and extreme changes in the laws terrified me greatly from getting help for myself. Somethikng I already found frightening simply because there is no awareness of Pure O.

Why George Bush did that is very debatable. From my knowledge of real paedophiles I really don't think that any fear mongering in the media scares a real paedophile in any way. But for the victims suffering from Pure O it is very real. What a coincidence the psychologist almost misdiagnosed me as a self confessing paedophile, almost becoming a statistic of how great and effective that Jay-Z event was. It's no surprise to professionals on Pure O how the media and politicians have used victims in the past too make themselves look good.

I'm not going into my delusional disorder. The important reason I'm on here is to hopefully find someone else who can remember the Jay-Z event take place in 2002.
I have spent 14 long years suffering greatly from that event and I am sick and tired of every professional i have talked to thinking that Jay-Z event was a delusion and never happened.

Please don't Google Shawn Carter death by execution etc and come.back to.me.saying.you couldnt find anything. As I said there is nothing online because nobody, by intimidation of law, where allowed to print anything. Anyone that did got proscecuted and material was deleted. Months later because there are absolutely no reminders, everyone in society forgot.

I would really appreciate some help with this. It has ruined my life in a way I really didn't deserve, just so George Bush could look good.

Lord knows Dubya needs all the help he can to look good...

It's it delusion? Or did it happen? I'm sure I don't remember anything like that.

But I can't tell you how many times I knew-knew!- that someone famous had died, only to find out they hadn't. Phenomena like that was touched on one time when I was listening to late night talk radio. Coast to Coast AM probably, since they like to get Out There. I think they were thinking along the lines of shifting parallel universes, we don't always stay put in the one we're in. Not sure I believe that- supposedly human memory is dammed unreliable. But it's sure tempting to, when something you are convinced happened, doesn't seem to have. Like the STNG episode where Warf keeps sliding from one quantum universe to another and the small differences are screwing with his mind