worried about body hair (tocd)

I feel really concerned about the situation I am in. For as early as I remember I can recall feeling rather sad that I was going to get hair under my arms eventually and once the first sprout of black hair curled it's way up I was a bit miserable but it didn't ever weigh heavily in my life! There wasn't a constant barrage of days where I would sit and look at my arm hair and wonder if I was better off being a woman... not until this entire obsession took root in my mind.

I broke down and googled whether or not this is tied with true dysphoria but didn't get a conclusive answer though some would argue it is I ended up looking up men who hated body hair only to run into people who disliked their hair because they were teased for it. It's frustrating not to get a conclusive answer honestly but perhaps it's harder for some guys to open up that they dislike their body hair?

I do recall two years ago when I shaved off my leg hair and how smooth everything felt but it was a hassle to maintain but even after that I didn't care much about my arms. Now though? I can't stop focusing on them. I was diagnosed with an obsessive disorder and it's pretty annoying but I can't stop thinking on whether this is tied to dysphoria (or worse the beginning of it) or just my personal preference for like the past two days. I just wish my hair wasn't so dark.