I can't take anymore , i think i should just die

After 6 weeks of hocd , i started feeling more and more like less of a man , now i am scared that i am trans , i accept that i am , even if i cry and it hurts me , there id nothing i can do , everything makes sense now , i am 16 years old boy , very sensible , i cry a lot , i will never get my old.life back , maybe i didn't even had ocd , maybe i am really trans even if i was happy being a boy , now i feel like i am a girl inside , the ocd won , i give up , there is no point in fighting it anymore , thanx for everyone who helped me , i give up, can't fight the thoughts and feelings anymore , they are more powerful than me , thanx again , good luck to the rest of you who are still fighting the ocd , i hope you will not end up.like me , i give up , i turned into a girl magically , thats the reality , i will never be a boy again , i lost , sorry for wasting everybody's time , good luck again , God help at least you , because He didn't helped me ...

Hey, are you currently getting treatment from an ocd specialist or taking medication?

It can really be a game changer with hocd. I've had this for over a decade and have been in the same place mentally, so you aren't alone.

Dude you're not gay or trans at all and you WILL get better. You're only 16! Life for you has only just begun!! I know it gets better because when I was 14 I also thought my life was over due to ocd and that's not true AT ALL. Hold on and you want to be a boy , so you are a boy! A gay or trans person doesnt act like you do. You are basically being bullied by your own mind. But remember this terrible feeling is temporary. The brain will calm itself done eventually