Hello everyone,
Going to try and keep this as short as possible without writing out my life story
7 years ago I was clinically diagnosed with OCD/Depression. It is mostly of an existential/religious type.
This week I made an appointment to meet with a psychiatrist again to discuss possible medication. One thing has been bothering me however; the past week or so I have been paralyzed by the fear that I am bi-polar as I have read that bi-polar tend to have extreme highs, and lows.
Honestly, I do not think I have ever had extreme highs, as my mood is generally depressed, however with Pure-O, ruminating, and following through with compulsions I have found that when I feel the anxiety lift for a bit I feel elated. Not manic (I don't think), just such a sense of relief and I feel GOOD! Normal actually for just a little while.
Even though I was diagnosed years ago, I'm still very uneducated on the subject, as I was lazy and didn't really spend the time I should have learning about it, and how to manage it.
I know that no one here can diagnose me obviously, I am just wondering if this experience is typical of OCD sufferers?
Just worried that I may be prescribed an SSRI and go into a manic state, which I heard can happen if you are bi-polar and prescribed and SSRI w/o a mood stabilizer.