Going on 28 years

Enough is enough already. Some moments are better than others. I've been in therapy for years and I feel I'm at the end of my rope. My mind just won't cooperate any more. No treatments work anymore. I hate waking up because the moment my eyes open I'm acting out a compulsion. I count, I tap my feet, a glass or object to place on the table, it never ends. It's in my head all the time. Counting all day long. Obsessing. I'm on a load of meds. Nothing works and I feel nothing ever will. I've resigned myself to that fact. The question is, how much longer do I go on at this point. What's the point? I know there's no hope.

I understand how you feel. But there *is* hope. I strongly suggest you tell your therapist how you're feeling about this.

Have you done the homework of CBT?

28 years? Jesus Christ.. I've only been suffering for a year and a half, and it feels like eternity. You're one strong warrior. Chin up.