post HOCD troubles (and advice for current sufferers)

jdd wrote:Maybe I am right about that but what if in my case it is true since I seem like I have the highest chance of it being so.

Watchu mean ?

i have been trying not
to care at all and all
thats happening is that all im doing is im getting closer to accepting im most likely gay. ive watched a couple coming out stories and there was parts i relate to like "i realized i could never fully love a man physically emotionally etc with a glass wall up" and i feel i can relate and i feel like i never had a wholesome attraction to a man they always felt forced and i have never been sure of them. like i am slowly realizing i mighy be gay and if i just tske a risk ill probably feel all the things w a woman everyone talks sbout. its just hard bc i still hope that this is fake but hoe
can i at this point i realize i am different than other hocd ppl. no attraction to guys at all. like theres no way i can be truly attracted to men. theres no way my attraction to women r fake. just hard to accept. rather look at women all day.

Well, if you truly don't feel like it's ocd anymore you could post in the sexuality board and see what they say. Stop reading coming out stories though, it doesn't do you any good if you're using that as a way to compare and check.