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I feel that I'm gaining some feelings back. [HOCD]

Postby st4s1k » Wed Jan 27, 2016 11:42 pm

Firstly, I'm a guy 19 y.o. I was diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression.
For those who don't know, I suffer with homosexual obsession.
I'd like to share with you something, really pleasant to me, and maybe useful to you.

I start gaining back some romantic feelings towards girls. I was surfing web, and accidentally noticed a beautiful girl. She was not "sexy" or "hot", just very pretty. First thing that I noticed is her smile, I started imagining her laugh, her smell, her soft lips.
Even now, when I'm writing this, I have an erection. Weird, ha? :D
She had a soft pullover. I imagined kissing her and holding her by her waist and feeling her gentle, fragile, warm body. And she was holding my head with both hands. So basically she was kissing me, not me her.
If I was a girl, it would trigger my anxiety for sure!
"Because my feelings felt SO REAL! OMG! AM I STRAIGHT!?" :D

My treatment plan:


Here is a peaceful video, with a campfire at night: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvhzAJV4lbI
It helped me ease my worries today. =)
Just let it play in background, while you do your stuff.
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