Hi!!!!!
For the first time in years, I am considering that maybe I am an OCD person.
I'd like to show what is happening/happened to me for you all help me to recognize it: (I know that just a professional can recognize it, but I`d like to hear some opinions from you all)
- When I was a child, I used to wash my feet like 20 times per day. I used to wake up in the early hours just to do it again and again and again. This occurred for years (maybe 4-5) and then passed.
- Sometimes I start to blink my eyes and I just can`t stop, even recognizing and feeling bad for it (this is happening for a few months, but sometimes it goes away). Same thing with nail biting
- When I fell with my motorcycle, a little scratch appeared on the bike, in a place that nobody sees (except for me). Then, I spent weeks trying to recovery the part (even knowing that it was impossible). Again, hours and hours per day trying to fix something impossible. And I could not stop thinking in it and I used to wake up in the early hours just to keep polishing again and again and again.
- The last case was a tablet that I bought five months ago and, since I bought it, I hear a little noise when I press the screen. Since then, every day I spend hours pressing and pressing just to get pissed hearing the noise. This weekend I spent two entire days doing this. I didn't go out with friends because of this!!!!
Besides, the obsession with checking inside my wallet every 10 minutes or less, checking at least 2 times if I locked the car (sometimes walking all the way through the parking lot in the middle of rain to check it again) and other small things.
The problem is: usually these things pass away with time (maybe months). But, anyway, I see myself with obsession for something every time. If it is not one thing, it is another one. I am always creating something from nothing to worry about.
What do you all think? Thank you!!!!
Best!