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by Steely1096 » Tue Dec 08, 2015 6:04 pm
Hey guys
So I was just wondering does anyone else who suffers from POCD experience this?
Basically I'm diagnosed with OCD and I've had it for many years since I was around 12 or 13 I can remember being like I am and have suffered with sexual obsessions throughout my years. So when I suffered from HOCD I would check and double check through porn like look at gay porn then look at straight porn to see my reaction, but I realised I don't do that with my paedophile worries, I more just check to girls swimwear or something like that, or imagine in my head to check but I don't double check to straight porn or mature women or anything. Is anyone else like that, thinking that kind of spiked me the fact I don't like cross check with this.
I'm working on dealing with this and doing pretty well at the moment, hopefully if I'm not a paedophile I'll be back to share how to beat this as I haven't come across anything for POCD and its horrible and I'd love to give something back.
Stay strong you guys!
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by Otter » Wed Dec 09, 2015 6:41 pm
First, and you probably know this but it's worth mentioning, you don't want to be "checking" like you did with HOCD, because that would mean looking at CP.
Two strong points. I assume you don't have sexual feelings or desires for children. Second, you have been diagnosed with OCD.
High probability = OCD.
Stay strong, indeed.
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by Steely1096 » Wed Dec 09, 2015 7:05 pm
Oh no I definitely won't be looking at anything like CP, but it spiked me that unlike my HOCD I don't mentally check to children and then mentally check to adults to compare which is what I use to do with HOCD, but I don't do that anymore. That's why I was wondering if anyone else just checks to the mental images of children and doesn't compare it to mental images of adults.
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