Is this Hocd?

Hey all, for almost three years now I have been struggling with obsessive thoughts about my sexuailty. Growing up I always liked girls and never even thought about being gay. I remember my first kiss with a girl and I loved it. I have clear memory of getting erections for girls just by being close to them. I cant tell if I am enjoying these thoughts anymore and I am constantly checking my groin for signs of arousal. It almost always seems like I feel it move although it has never been an erection. My thoughts no longer bring me anxiety so I am concered that I am enjoying them. Thanks in advancee

hi.. as has been often mentioned please stop checking because it won't give you an absolute answer and can make things worse.

i can't tell you if you have hocd, we can't diagnose. but one thing

wilson44 wrote:My thoughts no longer bring me anxiety so I am concered that I am enjoying them.

i doubt it. because if you're really enjoying them, you don't care whether or not you're enjoying them. if that makes sense..