I'm not going to let OCD win. (My last post)

Well, for the past 2 months has been torturous and hell for me. First, I thought I was lesbian, and a few weeks with that, my thoughts were gone and turns out I'm still straight. After that, I thought I wanted to be transsexual/transgendered, and right now I'm at the point where I am tired of this. I don't want OCD to win. My life BEFORE this happen was all happy and beautiful and I want to be that type of person again. I don't want to be what OCD has made me. OCD is a lil bully, a play-yard bully that has nothing better to do but pick on me. I was so fed up with it so I made an appointment with the school psychologist and he has been wonderfully amazing to me. He has helped me see what exactly I'm dealing with. I am fighting with a ghost/me/demon or whatever it is, I'm dealing with nothing. We all worry about nothing. OCD can find anything to push you down for weather it's ROCD, TOCD, HOCD, POCD. I am not going to make this bully win. Why should I? I realize that a lot of us that's suffering with OCD will do WHATEVER it takes to find the answer, but what answer are you trying to find?

All in all, I want to win, I want to beat this demon, I want to punch it in the face, I want to shake it, I want to kill it once and for all. I have my warrior clothes on and I'm ready to put on a good fight with this. I won't be posting again because I don't feel the need to anymore. We can all beat this the moment we put our mind to it. The moment that we are at rock bottom and ready to push ourselves out of the hole. I'm ready to fight.

Oshawott, its a great news. good luck. keep us updated on your progress and maybe it will help those who still suffering