PLEASE HELP HOCD

HELP PLEASE

I've always loved guys and wanted to be with one, but I started questioning that a few months ago and now I'm extremely confused. I've watched lesbian and straight porn and was turned on by both. Me and my friends stuck our tongues out and they touched I don't remember liking that. i keep thinking I like my friend as I get this weird feeling when she tells me about her crush and I get upset when she ignores me. Everytime i like brain goes guy my brain goes 'you don't like him you like her' I'm so fricken scared I have harm ocd too and thats so scary please some help im so desperate. Fantasise about boys not girls.

Everytime I like a guy*** sorry
and I fantasise about boys not girls***

-- Wed Jun 18, 2014 10:50 am --

Everytime I like a guy*** sorry
and I fantasise about boys not girls***

Hi B -

Sexuality can be confusing. Anxiety makes things worse, because it further clouds thoughts that we are trying to understand.

I don't advise watching porn as a means of trying to figure out where your sexual desires lie. People who are heterosexual can get aroused by watching homosexual sex, and visa-versa.

If you are also having harm thoughts, it certainly can mean that you are suffering anxiety that will cause OCD-like thoughts.

If you are feeling out of control, you may want to seek professional help.

Otter.