Does anybody else struggle with this?

Ok so I'm a 26 year old female and have OCD. I think my is mainly the purely obsession type. Recently I have been struggling with obsessing over wanting to pee in my pants/ adult diapers on purpose. I have been wearing adult diapers for about a month now. I don't think that it is a sexual thing because I don't get aroused by it. Does anybody else struggle with something like this or am I just crazy?

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