Hey Guys,
You may recognize the username, maybe not, but basically I had been struggling BAD with OCD/Pure O since last November, and thought I would never escape. It started with HOCD, then it switched to Harm OCD, and then kind of went back and fourth between the two. As most of you can relate, it was a very hard time, very painful and most of the time scary.I went to a therapist who talked me through my thoughts and compulsions for about two months, and after a while I decided I didn't need to anymore because every single time I went, i felt like we repeated the same things and it was just for reassurance. I stopped going, and started making proactive choices both mentally and physically...here are some of those.
Mentally:
- You MUST realize that EVERYONE HAS THESE THOUGHTS. Everyone, (even if they don't admit it), thinks weird thoughts. THEY DO. But you just don't know this because its not like you hang out with friends, and they say, Hey I had a thought that I would pick up a knife and accidentally harm roommate today!" That would be weird right? But the more and more I TALKED about my OCD, the more and more I realized that, these "Unnatural" thoughts were just the creation of the brain - it happens. So it is HOW WE REACT that makes us OCD. You can't expect to not have weird thoughts, and if you do, don't react. You are normal.
-Stop attending to the thoughts, it'll come up, but after a while (weeks months, years) go by, have you killed someone yet? (harm ocd), have you turned gay yet? (hocd), have you molested a child yet? (pocd). Most likely the answer is no - most likely this is spiking you, BUT THATS BECAUSE YOU HAVE OCD.
-Stop reassuring. So there is your reassurance, I know its addicting to seek it, but HOW MANY TIMES do you have to seek reassurance to prove you have OCD. Its a vicious cycle.
Physically:
-For me, my OCD was onset by a strong course of antibiotics. I had tonsillitis last october and was put on Sulfamethoxazole and I wasn't right ever since I took that. For a brief science lesson, medications are not good for you - of course, they may alleviate symptoms, but the bottom line is, it is affecting you somehow. In my case, the antibiotics helped rid my infection, but while getting rid of the bad bacteria, it also wiped the good. The gut (stomach), is just as important, if not more important when regulating your mental health. Sounds weird, but your gut is responsible for how you feel (Article for extra reading: http://www.theverge.com/2013/8/21/45957 ... ur-stomach).
-It isn't rocket science, and when you think about it, it does make sense. There is a reason why we have to eat healthy, it affects up physically and mentally. Anyways, so it was after some research and desperation that I realized my gut had been robbed of all the 'good' and it was effecting me mentally.
What Should I Take?
-Theralac Probiotic, it is the best one on the market. This replaces good bacteria in your gut. I believe this is what "cured" my OCD. It took about 2-3 months to get my gut back to normal I believe, but it was a miracle when I would go to sleep at night and think, "Wow I didnt obsess at all today."
-Natural Calm Magnesium: magnesium is one of the most important minerals in our body, and 3/4 people are LACKING it! Not only does it calm you down, and make you less anxious (and sleep better!), it also is vital for the nervous system. Do some research, but this helped me a lot as well.
- Eat with your brain and body in mind. Think, "How will this positively benefit me? Will it? Will it not?" Eating better has given me more energy and to just feel better all around!
Sorry this is so lengthy, but I truly truly know what it is like to feel anxious everyday and have this constant battle with OCD and I feel obligated to come back and help those who may be suffering. I can't guarantee that this will 'cure' you because I do believe that everyone is a little bit OCD anyways, however I have felt that it has helped me, and the freedom of my thoughts is the greatest. If you have any questions, feel free to email me if you would like. Don't let OCD take over your life, YOU HAVE THE POWER TO CONQUER IT. Let that come from someone like me who has been through the thick and thin! Stay Strong!