Having these disturbing thoughts lately? need help.

All along i have engage in normal fantasizes about hot models or my hot classmate about having sex with them. They are fine. But not long ago, this disturbing thoughts came through my mind when i'm fantasizing about them. This include them sitting on my face and i would think of myself eating their feces. This is nasty. I'm not sure i'm turn on or not.It is like having a nice sex with them and things turn out nasty with these thoughts flowing up. The way she she is sitting down on a chair make me have thoughts about her shitting. I'm shocked and disgusted. I don't have these thoughts last time but it is occurring now which is causing me having high level of anxiety. It is like what the hell man? I don't want to be attracted to this thoughts. I'm stressed out. Any help? Thanks. I don't want to be an coprophilic.

Accept them mindfully and they will probably go away. at the moment your disgust is probably going to increase your stress and make you feel worse. If you can learn to accept that you can't control what comes into your mind, and then practice mindfulness by switching your attention to your breath, they might just fade.

If you can learn to accept and let go, the thoughts will most likely arise much less often and they will just fade away as will your stress.

If you don't know anything about mindfulness start here with this.

http://www.insightmeditationcenter.org/programs/online-courses/introduction-to-meditation-online-course-talks/ Gil Fronsdal is a highly reputed teacher. Also you could try joining in the secular buddhist online meditation that are held twice a month. see their webpage and facebook page for more info. Check out jon kabat zinn books and stuff. He's the author of MBSR style of mindfulness meditation.

Meditation will help you with all your stresses and difficulties.