Am i bi or hocd?

Am i bi or hocd? Please read my story... i always thought i was straight liked women first crush was a girl when i touched boobs i practically orgasmed. I saw my friends dick the same night. And over the last month i have suffered immensly due to one thought.. am i gay? It has bothered me, scared me like nothing before left me more alone than ever. Imagine being locked in a dark room with your worst fears. Thats how it felt i felt completely alone and it was bad. I didnt want to go outside in fear of my homosexual thoughts. Until a couple days ago i saw my friends naked ass and i felt nothing. It was Awesome the feeling i mean.. i felt boobs that day again and had a boner didnt feel that turned on due to low sex drive in fact i didnt think i coud get horny but i did.. wasnt as intense as before but it was there. But now i dont feel anything. I dont feel real nothing feels real i dont get scared at my homosexual thoughts. Which actually scares me because then i thought i was accepting them. But that was erlier today. Right now i feel nothing nothing at all i actually feel like im gay and it somewhat scares me or something. I dont know what im feeling anymore its horrible. Please help me quick

I know how you feel. Im a woman and im terrified im attracted to other women. Its got to the point where I feel nothing which is scary because it feels like im accepting it. However I have woke up this morning really nervous because im going out with my friends I just want to cry because I know im going to have all these thoughts. When I get anxiety my mind will tell me its because I wabt it. I feel sick its the weirdest feeling ever

can we talk cuz i just need a friend, this is desperation. I have told no one and its driving me crazy. I have had anxiety attacks because of this. I wanted this feeling to go away so bad that it actually drove me razy i feel like

Yeah it would be good to talk as im having a really bad day

Do yu have like an email ? Im not trying to be creepy but god i hate this $#%^

-- Mon Apr 15, 2013 1:38 pm --

Do yu have like an email ? Im not trying to be creepy but god i hate this $#%^

No but I have facebook. If you have it whats your name?

Taejun lee hbu? Friend me quickly so i can delete this post