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My wife comes back from visiting her boyfriend in the UK tomorrow. The whole time she has been gone I have been fighting urges to beg her to just come back. I have had horrendous pictures of them together. I have been trying to not force her, to give her space to see us, and hopefully to give the love we have a chance. She still loves me and I have just opened up. From ...

Howdy,

I was diagnosed with BPD about 4 years ago.
I am 22, male, Australian, un-medicated and going it alone.

I have been through many stages; Depression, Self-Harm, Promiscuity, Denial... I still experience all of these in some capacity, however it is fair to say there was a time when each one blotted out the real world.
These days i consider myself a self-aware BPD as I can relatively clearly identify my moods and what ...

Thanks for those lovely ((()))s !
I'm all better now~~
smile smile smile ~

I'm the one diagnosed with BPD. My mother is relatively stable, despite a lot of mental instability and diagnoses.

Two days ago, she did something very hurtful to me. I have asked her many times to keep out of my psychiatric treatment. In a nutshell, she asked a random third party "what's really wrong with my daughter" while providing a 10-page list of things that are wrong with me. Some of the things were positive; ...

Everything they say about us. It's true.
We make victims out of people. I did tonight, and have nights before without stopping to think about it...
Stopping to think about it makes things worse.
I feel evil.

Hi, I have just been diagnosed with BPD.

I just turned 37 a few days ago. My whole life up to now has been a constant struggle. I have lost jobs, been afraid of myself, been afraid of being on my own (loss of security). I have had intense relationships that were ruined by my obsessive nature. I have been on every drug known to man for depression (always feeling worse on the drug than ...

I'm a BPD, with 10 other diagnosis', recently dumped by my entire treatment team, they wrote me off as a hopeless case, and tried to have me committed for life. Now one will touch me. I've tried 21 p-docs, no takers, and no therapists, either.

anyone know of a therapist taking patients in dallas? prefer cbt, DBT is useless to me.

thx either way.

hopeless in dallas.

First post, so be easy, k?
They've labeled me with:
bpd
bipolar 2
anti-social personality disorder
bulimic
chronic SH'er and SU
neuro-pschy testing concluded my life would end in SU. Period.
Spent 88 days in patient last year, the p-doc tried to make it a year. I fought and won in court for release.
therapist of 7 years dropped me without warning.
tricitillomania
sex addict
gender issues
psych/sex/physically abused
History of drug/alcohol abuse
no therapist ...

Well, as part of my the "being myself" thing, I decided to "become a fan" of a couple Libertarian groups on Facebook...even though most of my "friends" on there are actually former co-workers! Almost all 19 of them, lol... Yep, I'm a recluse!

And my e-mail avatar now has a kick-ass "Libertarian convention" backdrop.

Once again, I'm scared shitless and I'll probably turn off my phone for another 10 days!


OH ###$! I have to ...

It seems like a lot of the relationship threads, no matter which forum, are from the perspective of confused nons. I haven't read much in the way of what it's like on this end of it. And I'm really at a loss at what to think about what's going on right now.

A nearly decade-long relationship ended about six months ago when I blew up and left her when she was having a bad day ...