+1 for the borderline team..

I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and bipolar disorder 3 years ago.

Since then I have not been able to get the treatment I need, and I guess I stumbled upon this forum to read others' problems as a means of coping. I just feel so awful all the time; it's nice to know that I'm not alone in this fight.

There are also many other facets to my personality, as with anyone. I also love music, animals, film, art, history, and social science. I especially love my boyfriend, who somehow seems to tolerate me and who I am eternally grateful for. Unfortunately I feel a tremendous amount of guilt unloading all my feelings on him, so I'm looking forward to venting quite a lot on here.

Welcome to the forum, kaysz! I'm sorry that you're not getting the help you need, but hope that being here may give some inspiration and support in the process. And being part of that process for other people may help you too.

Hello kaysz and welcome to the forum. I hope you find it helpful to write here. I think it can be good to have some people to talk to here who have more of a personal understanding about what you are going through than many of the people in your real life might...