
i joined here a few weeks ago mabey and now I love this website i feel can be myself here and not get judged or worry.
my name is not clearbluewater it is just a song I love


growing up i have never felt or acted normal i always new somthing was different, i never lived with my mum up untill last few years. since coming to live in england i obv found out i suffer from DPD, BP, OCO, and i suffer from panic attacks and loads of other crap that i cant really explain, ( takes too long )
recently i have developed a huge *thing* about my weight. i have never been really thin yet i never have been fat. but compared to people who i admire i am fat i guess.

i would love to talk to people who feel silmilar or who dont

thanks for taking your time to read this

hope to talk soon.
