HELLO 2011

For starters, I'd like to wish everyone a happy veterans day, stay safe and warm.
I'm Kayla, but I'd prefer to be called L, and I will add that to my signature for further reference. I am the original of this System, the core or whatnot. I actually don't front often at all because I don't like to. Whenever I'm here, I seem to get hurt. Yelled at, called some name, or some odd bad thing, and Kaleb just winds up being triggered anyway. So I figure, it's just easier for him to be here instead of me. And I guess I've just built up a wall, a shell and hidden inside it all this time. I look at the right hand bottom corner and see it 2011. Is it really? Has it really been that long? 11/11/2011...It's been almost a year since I last fronted. I hid myself away after my grandfather passed away October of last year. It feels so weird to have control of myself instead of being backseat...
My wall has protected me so much, almost too much I'd say. All this stuff has happened in my life, pushing me forward, and it wasn't even my doing. It's almost sad...
Anyway...
Hi, I'm L. It's a pleasure to meet you all.
~L

Hi L,

It's a pleasure to meet you, too.
Welcome to Psychforums!

*hugs*

Evol

Hello L and welcome.

I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather passing. And also sorry to hear you've been inside so long. I hope things improve enough for you to want to be out more. I think it is good that now you are here you will be able to get some support from people on this forum...