hello everyone

My name is Perry and I have so many interest mostly just trying to cope with so much change in life
have two great boys, fishing, camping, off road rzr stuff, but had a near death experience a few months back, and now I'm self medicating day drinking on disability cuz ive lost my marbles, nothing is important cuz I dont give a F, 27 year job Ive had hardly ever called in sick now 3 months later im like F it gonna retire,, Got stranded on a mountain hike was gonna die,,A part of me is ok with it retiring but change is scary $#%^ and im not OK!

hello and welcome to the forums!