Hellow.. Basketcase, maybe.

After falling out of a number of positive friendships for obscenely irrational reasons, and memberships on online communities often by me taking some things way too seriously, ranting, or becoming hyper-paranoid - I was suggested to finally look here, while I await more therapy.. you guys won't get upset if I rant as long as I make progress, I wager.

What to know?

- I am therian, therianthropy is the act of personally identifying as a non-human animal. In this case, am Amur tiger. It is separate from my avatar or how I act, however I find it peaceful to self-identify casually as one. This appears to be only teaching and grounding me, it does not impact my ability to act normal when I need to. Just a curious, major part of me I guess..

- In my year of adult psychiatry, after a stint of psychiatry in my youth which could not reveal too many patterns for some reason.. Panic disorder, borderline personality disorder and OCD namely obsessions come to their diagnoses..

- I dunno, after a lot or none of medications I have neared death more the better I perceptibly get .. I really have a desire to hear from someone, there must be someone with a similar perspective or mindset to find..

This reveals almost nothing of my ilk, however, that is not - or I try not to let that be me - so here I am - writing this message here. I'll even hit send without revising it too much. Progress?

~Cat.