I jut decided i need a place like this where people can understand me.
I used to write in forums for years and was even a moderator in one of the portals for a while, but for the past few months i am becoming a lone wolf and isolating myself from everything.
I am female, 32, with a amazing career (only 3 months ago i was brutally laid off by a psychopathic boss and a company that i am in a process of a lawsuit with....), family, friends (those i used to have before i had my latest depressive episodes) and actually no one would ever guess i went through a lot of agony in my life...
I live in a country i never felt i belong to.
We immigrated when i was young and i remember i was constantly miserable about something.
I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder and ADHD.
A few years later and having academic knowledge now and practical knowledge+research i did for a few years, major depression was a wrong type...
I have Atypical depression...but ADHD is my main problem in life and also the fact i do hate my life here......I lived for a few years in country in Europe where i was happy and calm....and now i am trying to move there again....
That's me in a short intro...and - i love cats and tennis and speak 4 languages

Hope i can find understanding here but also help others from a very rich and painful experience. I am a fighter and a natural born optimist deep inside....