Hey :) New member here

I'm 18 and in my first year of college. I live in Ireland. My hobbies include reading, writing, and sports. I haven't been diagnosed but I have a problem with depression. I may have bipolar disorder as I have been in hyper states which seem to correspond with mania. I also have relationship, intimacy, social, anger, violence and homicidal issues. Whenever I hit rock bottom I always get to a good place for the next few days by doing all the right things but after two or three days of this I slip back into depression. At the moment I've gone the longest without slipping which is 5 days but I can feel myself slipping right now. I still might be able to recover but I've never stopped the slide into the dark pit of despair we call depression before. That's why I'm here to learn how to deal better with depression, anger, homicidal urges and the urge to self-harm. Thanks guys

Welcome to the forum the man

I'm glad you found us and posted an intro. It's good to get to know you better. I hope you find the forum helpful.

Take care!
Jan