Greetings

You may call me, Swine. I reside in SW, Ohio & I'm thirty years of age. I enjoy: books (I'm a bibliomaniac), vinyl, horror films, documentaries, the macabre, occultism, the darker side of the human condition, BDSM, skydiving (began my journey jumping solo post-three tandem jumps back in May '12), writing, creating, destroying, deserved violence, militant atheism, aesthetic Satanism, & a plethora of other oddities.

Philosophers that I enjoy are: Anton Szandor LaVey, Friedrich Nietzsche, Ayn Rand, Epicurus, Aristotle, Aleister Crowley & the like. As much as I subscribe to the "superman" that Nietzsche described, the individualism that was profound throughout LaVey & Rand's work, I suffer from extreme forms of anxiety, nervousness & worry. I can take the smallest of situations, over-think them to such a degree that it's blown out of proportion & that in which I was worried about happening comes to fruition by way of my worry & actions thereafter. I suppose it's good that I'm not in denial about the aforementioned, for I find self-deceit abhorrent & I'm vehemently disgusted by it. So, that is what brings me here. Perhaps, I can help others & others can help me in future discourses.

Thank you for your time!

Welcome to the forum, Swine. I hope you find it useful and interesting. Just ask if you have any questions.