by 2ost » Mon May 17, 2021 6:39 am
I understood that. Impossibility to show righteous anger (or joy) is on symptom of my condition, so I tried to express myself by showing an unrealistic amount of kindness instead. I was that disappointed about the [understandable] restrictions and limitations, I had to face as a newbie, that I even was thinking of leaving this this place right again. Then, instead of leaving, I wanted, not to discuss, no, but to show my "anger" and to be heard as well. So that post was, as I understood it, "venting". It'didn't work as I intended and therefore I will avoid that special place in future. All fine.
Kind regards.