How do you feel today?

After three hours of gardening, I feel like I've achieved something and I'm interested to see what will happen there in the next few months. I still have to work there but the biggest part is done. It looks better!

Pretty good today didn't get much sleep but not tired yet so its all good

I slept terribly and woke with an aching back, had a shower and while driving to work my car broke down (it is due for a service too) It was chilly at work and I whacked my fingers (including ones I hurt a week ago and bruised) and have had a rather bad day all around... nothing has really gone right for me today!

As a result I feel terrible and have no positive feelings because every time I thought positive something happened to bring me down.

Awake

Things has been pretty good, although I've been feeling a bit sad... and right now I'm starting to get hungry, which is a good feeling.

^^love the avi!

Not great today but not too bad either.

Honestly?
I feel loved.

tbh i'm kind of pissed off.

I managed to get myself tired and into the perfect scenario to sleep (long hot bath, couple of hours of relaxing tv before) so I go up to bed exhausted. I get into bed and I still cannot sleep! i'm awake for hours and when I finally fall asleep its for about 4 hours and once i'm awake it takes hours for me to get back to sleep again.
this is just screwing everything up right now, I want to get out the house to the doctors but i'm so flippin' tired all the time ,plus i'm in this stressy mood because of my lack of sleep. and this just makes my anxiety even worse meaning its impossible to actually do anything. so I waste another day that I want to be doing something on. its always the way, whenever I actually want to be getting on with something i'm being slowed down and delayed and whenever I don't want to do anything I being made to hurry up.

I have some enthusiasm at the moment to make some changes in my life (which doesn't happen often) and I feel like i'm going to lose it again.

sorry for ranting.

Good. Working on a song I've been fiddling with for a few months now and it's coming along well. Learning a lot. Feel very accomplished. Gives me a source of happiness, I guess.