How do you feel today?

Dahliaa wrote:What a awful thing! Those kind of news makes you to think how fragile people really are.

Yeah..too many of stories like these.
Hard not to reflect on one's life and feel gratitude for all one has.


OT
Consciously misleading self-sabotaging 'intuitive' thoughts into a light controllable here-and-now 'sensing' action. Like cooking. Not particularly good at it unfortunately. Fully aware where the lack of passion for it stems from. Where all the things I feel irrational resistance towards, do.
As of recently, I treat all subconscious impulses as 'does not belong to me, does not come from within until proven otherwise'. If I was to dig and keep digging behind everything that annoys/excites/touches/makes laugh/saddens/inspires etc. me, I'd probably find none of it was ever mine to begin with. And so I'd drop all that without rational reason supporting it, and keep all that with. Or I would, if I wasn't terrified I'd be left with - absolute nothingness and if I believed in 'rational' as much.
Think I need an actual c. course squeezed within remainings of this summer.

Underdressed

So I wen't out for lunch and got myself a new t-shirt. This is better, redeeming.
The problem probably evolved from me feeling a little guilty for wearing training pants at work.
But this is so comfy and fresh looking outfit!

Actually I do have a dress code.

not very good not bad!
little tired!

Fine & fed up.

Quite good, content. I tend to feel content if nothing specific does happen.

Dahliaa wrote:Quite good, content. I tend to feel content if nothing specific does happen.

To feel good, to be content, when nothing is going on, is a gift.

You like yourself in a genuine way, don't you? You don't need distractors to not fall into boredom or ennui, do you?

Good for you.

Eight wrote:

Dahliaa wrote:Quite good, content. I tend to feel content if nothing specific does happen.

To feel good, to be content, when nothing is going on, is a gift.

You like yourself in a genuine way, don't you? You don't need distractors to not fall into boredom or ennui, do you?

Good for you.

I guess you are right. But I have not ever thought it like that. I just feel it is ordinary thing that people like themselves and feel content oftentimes. I feel very seldom bored and even then it is only a little feeling, it tends to go away easily. Sometimes I have difficult to understand if someone seek something all the time. I mean I like new things also very much but I do not need them all the time.

You are a very wise person.

Upset. I took my mom and my boyfriend out to eat, and I paid for it. I paid with a card, and then wrote down a $14 tip, and when I just checked my bank account a few moments ago, the full bill was in there, but not the tip. The waitress was wonderful with us, and the food was rather good, Waiters and waitresses live on tips, and I'm upset because of someone's screw up (either mine or theirs), she didn't get her tip.

Tyler wrote:Upset. I took my mom and my boyfriend out to eat, and I paid for it. I paid with a card, and then wrote down a $14 tip, and when I just checked my bank account a few moments ago, the full bill was in there, but not the tip. The waitress was wonderful with us, and the food was rather good, Waiters and waitresses live on tips, and I'm upset because of someone's screw up (either mine or theirs), she didn't get her tip.

What an odd incident, what it even could be. Could it be possible someone did not notice it accidentally?

Dahliaa wrote:

Tyler wrote:Upset. I took my mom and my boyfriend out to eat, and I paid for it. I paid with a card, and then wrote down a $14 tip, and when I just checked my bank account a few moments ago, the full bill was in there, but not the tip. The waitress was wonderful with us, and the food was rather good, Waiters and waitresses live on tips, and I'm upset because of someone's screw up (either mine or theirs), she didn't get her tip.

What an odd incident, what it even could be. Could it be possible someone did not notice it accidentally?

Strangely enough, the tip is out of my account now, so that's good. I called in and asked about it the next morning, and they told me tips take a day or two to come out of your account. So all is well.