How do you feel today?

Disgusted and furious are just two words.

^^ hey what's up?

I feel ok.

Twinkling Butterfly wrote:I regret.

I regret...so much.

Never regret anything. If you get it wrong, at least it showed you tried. If you regret not trying, then try now. No need to regret.

I feel good today. The belgian choccies have arrived

EarlyMorning wrote:I feel good today. The belgian choccies have arrived

yum


(I feel a little better - still tired)

I feel as though I am on a downhill slide, my sleep patterns have been thrown out of sequence and my stress levels have risen due to a couple of ongoing medical issues. Add to this the stresses of starting a new job and also the inability to contact a very good long time friend who also has mental health issues and I find myself on the edge of the abyss!

^anxiety is a bugger.

I had a migraine today but it's almost gone now.

pretty fantastic

It's hard to sort out my feelings right now. I felt creative for a while, but I fear the well of inspiration is running dry. I'm not sure if I can muster the motivation to get some much-needed cleaning done at home, and I'm still torn over...something I'd rather not talk about openly on these forums.

EarlyMorning wrote:Never regret anything.

Hey, I said I liked psychopaths, not that I'd like to be a psychopath ...even if I could.

I woke up with intense anxiety yesterday and have had very high levels of anxiety on and off since. It seems to be especially bad in the mornings upon waking up. I think it's related to thinking something terrible may have happened as I slept that I could have prevented if I hadn't slept but that it is too late to do anything about now and that the consequences of whatever happened will be intense and severe and I'll be helpless. May also be related to what the new day may hold. I think a lot of it revolves around abandonment (bad things happening to ppl I care about, ppl deciding to cut contact irrevocably, ppl killing themselves) or having to face situations I'm not equipped to deal with in general. Anyone have something similar? It's made me freeze up and I've had a difficult time showing up at school or leaving the house because of it. I couldn't even call in sick. I sat at home for probably an hour repeatedly thinking "you have to get up now, you have to call them now, you have to leave the house now" without feeling able to move one bit. I eventually managed to go to the doctor's and get a sick note though. I don't have urges to cut, per se, but I do think about it.

Twinkling Butterfly wrote:It's hard to sort out my feelings right now. I felt creative for a while, but I fear the well of inspiration is running dry. I'm not sure if I can muster the motivation to get some much-needed cleaning done at home, and I'm still torn over...something I'd rather not talk about openly on these forums.

EarlyMorning wrote:Never regret anything.

Hey, I said I liked psychopaths, not that I'd like to be a psychopath ...even if I could.

I'm sorry? what has me talking about no regrets got to do with you liking psychopaths?