I'm new to the forum but struggled with insomnia on and off through college. I'd be the crazy girl doing laps around the track field at 4AM, hoping to get tired enough to sleep. Ambien was like a magical cure for a bit, in moderation, but I found that I seriously thought I was constantly having bladder infections until two years later I realized a symptom is that it can be a diuretic. No kidding. Wish I had that memo earlier.
About two years ago I somehow magically ended up finding sleep meditation and hypnosis on youtube. I guess I was really just looking for some way to manifest a miracle (and I don't mean sleep, since actually, I was sleeping okay then... more like wanting to get myself on track in other aspects of life and thought it would help). I had attended this Wayne Dyer conference, not long before he passed away, and it kind of ignited this path and direction. That said, I found some help from female-voice channels on there. I know it sounds a bit nutso... (and I do recall a time when I first ever heard a sleep hypnosis cd as it was a luxury gift giveaway at a hotel and this weird dude on the recording kept saying I should relax the muscles of my buttocks in a way that had me laughing out loud so hard that I was not going to get sleep at all). But anyway, I swear that unless it's the worst of times... the very worst, I find that when I awaken too soon or have a hard time falling asleep that these channels have helped- Jody Whiteley, Lillian Eden, and Michelle's Sanctuary. Aside from the fact it can't really hurt much when you're stuck awake all night waiting for sleep to come anyway. But what's even more interesting is that I've listened so much that it really helps with anxiety and triggers when I am awake... it's a slow process... but one worth it so far.
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