by DenZed » Wed Jun 19, 2013 4:13 pm
As an addendum, I am a 60-yr old married male, and also wanted to add some more information. During the 15-yrs or more that I was on the 12-hr rotating shifts, I was only getting maybe between 4 and 6 hours of sleep a day. On the day shift, I would wake between 4 and 430am, to get ready for work, leaving the house at 530am, and getting home shortly after 6pm daily. Then a light meal with the wife and retiring to bed around 9pm, dosing off around 10pm if lucky. The night shift was worse of course, trying to sleep in the day. I never felt totally rested, and to this day I can't remember the last time I woke up rested.
I have noticed one thing though, after trying to sleep for 3 or 4 hours at night with several bouts of tossing and turning. My thoughts seem to race like a roller coaster out of control while my body is exhausted. I can't make out any of the thoughts, it's like a constant noise of voices and images flashing through my head. Meditation sometimes helps to slow it down so I can grab a few minutes of sleep, but the only thing that closes it off from my "conscious" mind is the zolpidem.
Could it be that my sleep cycles are broken beyond repair? I wish nightly for an end to the restless thoughts, and hope for a time when I can get a good nights sleep again. Perhaps there are medications available that work to reduce the synapses in the brain to allow sleep?? Or would some form of electro shock therapy work? Getting desperate.