Hey. I just got out of my most serious and long term relationship- three weeks- and began to ponder being different. I went to a doctor, got a referral and apparently I'm a poster boy for HPD.
I always feel a craving to be the centre of attention. I'm loud, exagerative and promiscious in order to get it. I feel weird and out of place unless either all eyes are on me, or a girl is all over me.
I thrill seek, usually with exhibitionism or shameless flirting, constantly have stories to tell and in general act like an asshole. Socially I'm fairly good though, as well as being able to get girls interested in me, its just the relationship and friendships tend to break down over the course of a couple of months, sometimes hours.
However, recently (over of the last three months) I've stopped lying. I still do, I just made a conscious effort to stop.
I've decided to get treatment mainly because of the way I feel as relationship after relationship falls down around me.
Thanks:)
Our partner
Hi :D
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Hi :D
by Jaydon Rich » Thu Aug 18, 2011 12:47 am
Hop up on my bed get my swag on, let them hater's keep on hating I do what I want, Cause I ain't doin nothin wrong, Just tryna have fun and keep this party jumpin, So what's up? Yeeeaaaaah 
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Re: Hi :D
by Twistedmister » Thu Aug 18, 2011 3:32 am
Hey, me! How am I?
No wait......i'm me. : )
I'm not sure what to add.......good luck? It helps.....if you find something, that's more important than attention/excitement/validation.
Like it's all well and good to look for help and try and find it..........but you've got to fill the giant empty hole with something.
Do you like dogs?
Keen on jesus?
How about heroine, i hear that's fun.....
Really......it helps, if you have some "reason" to not care, about the only THINGS you've ever cared about.
No wait......i'm me. : )
I'm not sure what to add.......good luck? It helps.....if you find something, that's more important than attention/excitement/validation.
Like it's all well and good to look for help and try and find it..........but you've got to fill the giant empty hole with something.
Do you like dogs?
Keen on jesus?
How about heroine, i hear that's fun.....
Really......it helps, if you have some "reason" to not care, about the only THINGS you've ever cared about.
Borderline
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