I'm sure i have cancer

im posting here to maybe have hope. i also have the worlds worst anxiety.

I have all the symptoms of a brain tumor. The only thing that hasn't happened to me is that my headaches arent going worse. they are just 24/7. Why am I accepting death?

Nobody believes I have it. and I live in a poor family so we can't prove that I have cancer. This honestly is my last place to post. I'm not killing myself. But I dont know what to do.
My symptoms I've had so far.

Headaches(I've been battling headaches for 4 - 5 months now. since september. they change pattern). None of them are fixed schedules. But they were 3 hour long painful dizzy spaced out headaches.
and i stopped having them for 3 - 5 weeks. Now I have them back in a different form and they are small 24/7 sinus type headaches.

Spinal Fluid. I'm assuming the tumor is causing a blockage or something, so I can hear the spinal fluid go down my neck.

Fatigue, I use to have this alot when I had the first type of headaches. but now I dont get them that much. I think they may or may not make a comeback

Floaters. They aren't servere but I get them about 3 - 5 times a day.

Muscle spazms. Mostly around my head. I'm assuming the tumor I have is messing with the nerves so I get tons of muscle spazms because of it.

I also have tinnitus before I sleep and its not servere but it can be hearing loud sounds. this is also not normal.


Haven't had siezures or blacked out. I've had alot of sleeping problems though. I asked people if my personality change and they said they haven't noticed anything.

Honestly, I dont want to die. there are alot of Andrews I know who died at 16. and I'm TURNING 16 in a few months.


Can't even get an MRI btw. dont have enough money. parents cant afford it. so...

Do you have insurance? Please go to the doctor, that is very serious. I've never had an MRI I think the doctor will take you seriously, and your insurance might cover most of it. You're 16 so you can get free insurance even if your parents can't afford it.