my foot fetish, and why i feel like a monster

its messed up. i don't like it. i feel like a monster and its eating me up inside slowly. i have been mentally training myself to not be turned on. if a foot is big enough and attractive to me i get turned on.


i don't know why i have a foot fetish, i knew what i liked probably too soon. i was molested as a toddler, maybe that woke me up early. i don't know.


i know no little girls are in danger of me. and its not like i go out there and watch them. its more about the internet. and girls i seen that were not wearing any shoes or socks, and noticing, and being turned on.

having a foot fetish is like a curse, because it doesn't even matter if its family, relatives. whatever. maybe i'm just thinking to much in to it. i just know i feel like a monster. teenage girls feet can turn me on too.


btw, i'm 28yrs old. even if i'm not a danger, me knowing what goes in my head time from time, and the fantasy that comes and goes. and actually masturbating to the idea is extremely bad enough. as much as i fight it sometimes the need to pretend sneaks up on me and whenever i'm done i feel like scum. and i'm reminded once more that i am a monster.


my foot fetish can also cause me to even be turned on by men feet. and transexuals. even though having a foot fetish can mean different levels and what the person likes, its different for everyone who has it. i'm somewhat picky. so yeah even though i have a foot fetish, i'm not turned on by any foot i see.

i don't know why i'm this way, don't even know where did i go wrong in my life to have the thoughts i can have, and for the very fact that even little girls feet that are big enough turn me on.


i been doing what i can to mentally train myself to be not turned on.


i think i know why i can even be turned on by guy feet is i had a friend and he would always stick his foot in my face, and every time we played truth or dare he would want me to suck on his toes, i was only a teenager. sure he had nice feet which probably triggered liking guys feet as well.

i kind of hate myself though, i'd rather pretend with women and men, rather than, women, men, little girls feet that are big enough, and teenage girls.


the thing is, i also feel bad because i believe in god, and i know for myself i will be judged. and i hope it won't be filthy. even though i'm thinking it could be. and also, because i myself know what goes through my head, its bad enough i know, its even worse when you are christian. how can i make good examples if i am filthy in my head? i really feel like a monster. because sometimes i try and succeed to stop, while some other times i tell myself its okay because i'd never harm a child in real life, and i wouldn't go for a teenager either. when it comes with age difference in the real world, if the woman is mature enough, legal age. but she has to be in to me because the last thing i want to do is make a lady uncomfortable.


i don't know if i'm just over thinking it and its nothing as serious as i make it out to be. because they say roleplaying is common, and actually good. not sure if i believe that 100%. because if i did i wouldn't feel this way.

ps: when it comes to videos and pictures as my collection, they are all of age, range from 18 to mature 50's.


i'm really doing what i can to mentally turn the switch off under 18. i am noticing a improvement. i might be able to train my mind to think differently but my mind will always be twisted. its not the same.

I see nothing wrong with having a liking for feet.

I always hoped my previous partners would like to touch or massage my feet, but sadly, none had foot fetishes. (Why is it in the movies men given foot rubs, but they don't in real life? )

Little kids' feet are cute. Even people who don't have a foot fetish can appreciate how soft babies feet are, and enjoy touching them to try to make the child/baby giggle.

And yeah, I think you are overthinking it. So you're attracted to feet. What does it matter?

yeah, i figured i could be over thinking it. i mean i should be more clear too. its not like i purposely go out in society and get tuned on. if i see a female kid/teen not wearing any socks or shoes i don't stare or anything, i look the other way. i don't go around looking at them.


bottom line, i'm hard on myself. just for the thought being there.

while you should be careful that you don't do anything illegal or hurtful. STOP calling yourself a monster. believe me it's not such a big deal to have a foot fetish so long as you control it so it's not consuming your time and leading you to perform any actions you'll end up regreting later on. hell with the right partner it can be quite enjoyable to both sides. and you are not alone in this..if you don't believe me just check out how many porn companies cater to your taste. you don't choose what you end up liking in life. it's a poker hand that has already been dealt to you. just try playing this hand as best as you can.

i don't believe in thought crimes and i don't believe you should either. otherwise you'll end up victimizing yourself and robbing yourself happiness and calmity in life.

Before I saw this post I was just going to post about how the intensity of my foot fetish has gone way down and totally I miss having it at the level it was at. This is cause I have a "just friends" girl friend who knows I have a crazy foot fetish and allows all the touching of her feet I want.

I just quit hiding the fetish and now have no problem telling a woman I have a bit of a foot fetish and/or I think her feet are really nice cause I like girl feet , its no big deal. Nothing bad ever happens but in fact quite the opposite I have made new friends. I wish I would have figured out sooner a foot fetish was not something that needs hiding or all that unusual .

I look at a girls butt like any other dude and that's "normal" I look at there feet also checking out the shape and curves also. so what ?

i thank you all for your understanding. i have learned to not be so hard on myself. because i do have control.

I know exactly how you feel. I have a foot fetish too, and I'm hard on myself because of it. I find myself mentally sick and disturbed.
To be honest, I haven't had a foot fetish for my entire life. My "main" fetish always were casts. I don't know what makes me like them, but I like them since I'm a child. I thought I was the only one in the world who could like casts, but, since I got into the internet, I could see that there were a lot of people like me.
As I got into this caster community, I searched for pictures of women in cast (until this very day I've collected more than 6 thousand of pictures + videos) and, as I digged more, I discovered about foot fetish.
At the beginning, I had never really looked at feet at all, so I first found all of this foot fetish thing disgusting. But, as I digged more and more - and more feet popped out into my face, I started giving more attention to feet. As soon as I noticed, I was getting turned on by female feet.
I ask myself everyday "How can I like these things?" "Why do I like these things? It's just casts and feet." I just turned 18 (2 days ago), but I can't help but still get turned on by young teenagers feet. Of course I wouldn't do anything that they are not in agree, but it kinda makes me sad and paranoid about having this fetish.
I've met some girls and I spoke to them about my fetishes and they found it absolutely normal, but I can't accept it. I can't accept what I am. I hate to be turned on by a girl in a leg cast. It doesn't feel right. The person is in pain, they are hating it, and I'm being turned on?? Wtf is wrong with me?
I've hid this cast fetish to as many people as I could. I only tell about it to my internet friends since I don't have the balls to talk about it personally.
But I still have hope someday my fetishes will fade away or at least I will learn to accept them, to accept who I am.