Transformation fetish

Hello.

Same boat here-- I saw Pinnochio when I was a little kid, and was turned on by the donkey transformation. My mom caught me masturbating and asked me what made me feel like this, probably because she wanted to know whether I liked boys or girls. When I told her I liked people turning into donkeys, she was confused and asked if there was anything else, so I lied and told her Peter Pan because I immediately knew something was wrong with me but I didn't know what. Not long after that, my Pinnochio and Peter Pan books went missing and she told me that I was the only person who felt this way, that I should keep it to myself. Trouble was, she wasn't specific-- I didn't know what masturbation was, and I thought THAT was wrong... it wasn't until later that I connected the pieces.

I spent a lot of time on the Internet, and was around TSA when it was still active. I was on CYOC (Choose Your Own Change) from the time it was about 2 years old. I watched Transfur be born, and watched Ebalm's World troll the $#%^ out of some of my favorite websites. I've been closeted about it, but I'm trying to stop that now.

I don't turned on by normal porn. I like sex but have only ever orgasmed twice over the course of 15 or so partners in five years. I recently started seeing a m-f trans woman and-- even though I'm straight-- I am very into the fact that she is slowly growing breasts, that her body is actually transforming. She is helping me understand what I like and seems to understand the shame of being not-quite-normal.

I probably won't respond on here, but if anyone needs to talk, my Fetlife is hottentot_tea. Feel free to reach out!

Hey, I'm an eighteen year old gay male who has been struggling with this for years. When I was young I loved reading the transformation stories about an alien invasion. I can't remember what it was called but people in it turned into animals to combat these aliens. But when I read them I was really just wanting to read the parts where they transformed because there was a super detailed description in every book. One of my favorites was this one where the boy gets turned into a man. Later in life, when I started masturbating, the idea of me growing older and going through puberty turned me on. For the longest time, that was the only thing I masturbated to. I tried heterosexual porn but it just wasn't enough. Eventually, i found this website called dragon transformation stories. This was my first encounter with real transformation. The site got taken down soon after but I searched for other places. Eventually I found the transformation story archive, choose your own change(cyoc), and the narcissus cursed men collection(ncmc). I discovered that age progression wasn't my only like. Every type of transformation had some kind of appeal. Although age progression remained one of my favorites. About a year ago I allowed myself to realize I'm gay. I say this even though I'm not really attracted to having any kind of sex with guys. I'm just turned on a lot more by the look and body of guys than girls. I can get turned by seeing hot guys and even masturbate to them but I don't find the act of sex to be that attractive. The idea of kissing also is a turn on. I'm still browsing the cyoc and ncmc daily as well as a gay porn video site. I was browsing today to try to find out more about this fetish and found this site. I'm not into bondage. I don't have a specific preference to forced or unforced transformation. Any suggestions?

I need to get this off my chest.

I've been interested in transformations for long than I can remember. I find the idea of physically becoming something else fascinating. My primary interest is the transformations of or into anthropomorphic animals as opposed into actually animals. My interests were fueled further by the abundance of transformation porn on FurAffinity, Transfur, and so on. But from there, other odd fetishes developed off of just transformation.

First, transformations involving costumes caught my interest, and from there, being reshaped and molded by liquid latex really started turning my crank, and to this day it still does. I wish I could say my tastes stopped developing there. After that, the idea of involuntary, and permanent transformations really started to appeal to me, and after that chock in some soft vore and mind control or loss of control. The core concepts of BDSM appeal to me. Bonus points for transgender, or hermaphroditic changes. Hell, even the idea of becoming genderless appeals to me. I was talking to my roommate about it a few nights ago. He wasn't put off by it, but he did comment that what I find sexually appealing is incredibly specific, he's never heard anything like it.

Now I am trying to have an intimate relationship with another man. I really really like him, and pleasuring him. But I can't get my fetishes under enough control to be able to find sex with a person satisfactory. He's never been able to give me an orgasm.

It's dawned on me that I have a problem, and I have no idea how to get my eccentric tastes under control.

Once again, I can't state enough how much Fetlife and the BDSM scene has had an effect on my psychological well being. The problem that we face for most of our lives is alienation and a lack of community support structure and sounding board. I am very familiar as all of you are with the terror of trying to explain this to a vanilla. The fact that the idea of looking down and seeing you now have the body of a dog and describing that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach and organs which is such a powerful turn on and those quizzical stares and awkward silence in return. I am really thankful that we all at least had the internet and wonder about the countless souls who came before us who thought that they were alone.

The BDSM scene is full of people who can understand these kinks, and process them with maturity. And the best part is that you can meet people capable of role playing your desires with you. The closest you can get to your fantasies is a good roleplay partner. It will allow for a healthy sexual relationship. At this point I have completely stopped dating vanillas and focus exclusively on kinksters. It isn't quite the same as meeting another TF fetishist, however they appreciate it and can really get into it.

I had one partner who used to pretend to have a vagina that would turn me into an animal while I humped her, the more turned on I got the more changes she would describe to me, until I was just another one of the victims she had collected. Another would dress up like a glamorous witch, and proceed to turn me into a puppy, while i donned a fursuit and she proceeded to "rub my belly" *wink

These experiences have taken the pressure and guilt away. I no longer binge and purge or self loathe. It allows for a support structure to be built, in person and public.

So yeah! Please join me on fetlife! I would love to socialize more regularly with folks of the same lot in life. My name there is Atticant =]

Unfortunately, i have the same issue. I am a 21 year old male (from France and i think people are not really open-minded here as they could be elsewhere) and i've always felt like it was something wrong to be aroused by any kind of transformation.
I've had a few girlfriends but i was never as satisfied as when i was watching a movie with some kind of unwanted transformation. Now i have difficulties to be aroused by women whereas i find that watching people going through transformations is something hot, as i imagine the transformations on me or on my girlfriend by the time.
It's nice to find this forum, i feel less lonely with this problem :p

Same here. I've been really into transformation for quite some time, specifically growing tails but also things pushing away from human form (the face starting to push out, hair starting to grow thick, ears, teeth starting to grow pointy, nails turning into claws) and the person in question trying to resist it. The scene in Pinocchio where they are transforming into donkeys, but really only the beginning of the transformation. The scenes in Ginger Snaps where Ginger is growing a tail. The scene in Underworld where Michael is transforming into a werewolf for the first time. (Also several vampire scenes: the scene where Sex Machine in From Dusk Til Dawn is turning into a vampire also does it; as does basically every scene with Peter or Roman in Hemlock Grove; the scene in 30 Days of Night where the main character has done the thing as well.)

But it has to be involuntary (or a self-sacrificing bargain where the character has made the bargain but is still trying to resist). And it has to be relatively painful or at least the character has to be aware of it, and usually ashamed of it, and trying to hide it from others if others are with them (particularly if they are the leader of a group of people and are trying to get them away from this/appear not to be turning to give others greater willpower so they can actually get away). And, for me, it needs to be relatively close to the beginning of the transformation. The marks of the transformation should stay. They should be able to go on functioning like normal but with the changes staying as a permanent reminder (possibly of their failure to maintain self-control against whatever it was that was transforming them, I haven't figured that out yet).

For me at least; YMMV, I'm pretty sure that the actual transformation part has to do with resisting the primal and specifically, willpower/self-control v the primal. Which is why the self-control is so important in the leader of the group who is using their own non-transformation as a rallying point.

Same boat here. Thought I was bi throughout my childhood because I didn't feel attracted to either gender. Then when puberty struck, BAM. Transformation fetish. Looking back at it now there were signs of it several times while growing up. Watching Pinocchio, reading Animorphs, anything featuring anthropomorphic characters and body change weirded me out to no end. I am a young teen, what am I supposed to do if talking about sexuality is taboo? Finding like-minded people is very difficult. Iv'e been raised by open minded parents who let me explore my sexuality through masturbation and experimentation. What do I do now?