The Angry One

She doesn't believe I'm really going to post this, but I am. Her name is Gemma, she's 16, and she's a force to be reckoned with. She's been talking to me, screaming at me, insulting me, writing things in my diary, all sorts of things for months trying to get me to listen and believe that she's really there. That they all are. She's aware of everything that goes on outside, and a lot of things inside too (a lot more than I am, anyway). She's very protective of the little ones, she's got a strong sense of injustice and will stand up to anyone she thinks is not treating them well. And she always tells the truth, or at least the truth as she sees it. She's one of the only ones (currently) strong enough to push me out of the way and speak to other people, and she can be very...forthright (to put it mildly)!

I'm posting all this because I thought it was time I acknowledged her and everything she's done for us, and because it's a leap of faith, a risk, to concede in public that she might really exist.

F*ck me, the bitch really did it. Um. Hi. She pisses me off because she keeps correcting my spelling whenever I try to write anything. It's damn annoying. Well. Anyway. Hi. Specially to those out there like me

Congrats on taking that step of acknowledgement, and hello/welcome to Gemma, and everyone else who's there. I'm LC, and I'm Luna. We're not the "angry ones" per se, of our system, but we'll let Kat know to come by and say "hi". Wait, Kat does sh*t like that? I know, right? She's even said "hi" without swearing before. Wow, I didn't know that was possible. Right? Ya know, we could probably just say "hi" for her? You read my mind. "Hi I'm Kat, I'm the toughest b*tch you'll ever meet and if you don't believe it then I'll just swear a lot and threaten violence until you do believe it". Haha, oh God, we might wanna delete this if we tell her to stop by? Eh, f*#k it. It'd be funny if she read it. Yeah, we'll be laughing until she kills us.
Anyway, we just wanted to say congrats, and good job, to Owleyes on taking a huge step forward in acknowledgment, and to of course, welcome everyone.

(owl) Hey Gemma, great to meet you. Also, congratulations owleyes on this step forward. We know how hard it can be to accept new alters. I recently met two littles, and had a very hard time accepting it, but feel much better now that I'm on on the road to acceptance.

(sparrow) Hey Gemma, you sound cool. Also, be patient, some people can't help themselves when they know a word is spelled wrong. Like Owl. Ms. Perfect Grammar.

Good on you Owleyes! Glad you're accepting your others more.

And nice to meet you Gemma! You sound a lot like me I can take a punch and I'll fight back if there's injustice. I am fiercely protective of the system and the kids especially but I'm never malicious. I'm honest - and then some haha. So yeah - hey, and good for you getting acknowledged and I'm glad you've persisted until it happened.

- Fighter

I don't really do social stuff. That's Ms. Perfect Spelling's job. She wants me to reply like she would but she doesn't get that I'm not her. Or that we're not all as OCD as she is. Looking forward to seeing if Kat kicks LC and Luna's butts for taking the piss out of her though.

She doesn't mean any harm by that last comment, it's just her sense of humour. She's not malicious.

Ffs

-acknowledging nod- Gemma, Owl, Sparrow, Fighter. Name's Kat. Don't normally post on this, but I heard my name mentioned from two dumb@$$ b*tches that had a f*#king death wish.
And yes, Gemma, the f*#kers paid dearly for their words.

Eh, it wasn't that bad.
That doesn't mean you should try to get more, dumb@$$!
Shut up, you're gonna piss her off!
Me?? What about you??
Shut up! Sshhh...

As I was saying, sh*t like that won't happen again.
Will it?

Nope.
Uh-uh.

Exactly.
-KAT

Gemma wrote:F*ck me, the bitch really did it. Um. Hi. She pisses me off because she keeps correcting my spelling whenever I try to write anything. It's damn annoying. Well. Anyway. Hi. Specially to those out there like me

I am feeling a response to you from my Alter 2. He says ######6 A. I want to edit that. No. Yes. Leave it. Get the ###$ off my fingers.

Una+ wrote:

Gemma wrote:F*ck me, the bitch really did it. Um. Hi. She pisses me off because she keeps correcting my spelling whenever I try to write anything. It's damn annoying. Well. Anyway. Hi. Specially to those out there like me

I am feeling a response to you from my Alter 2. He says ######6 A. I want to edit that. No. Yes. Leave it. Get the ###$ off my fingers.

F*cking hell, Alter 2, you made me laugh out loud. It is totally like 'Get the f*ck off my fingers, bitch. And don't you dare go back and delete it when you think I'm not looking. No. Just no. Don't do it.'

Hey Kat. *High five* Nice one.

I thought so, too.

-KAT

Hey Gemma

I have two strong ones who are a bit like you, I think. They're just clear and strong and don't take s*** from anyone and now that they're part of me, I feel like don't have to either. I was talking to my T and mentioned saying "I'm sorry" to my Mom when I was a kid, and she'd say "You're not sorry!", and those two came right in and gave me the words they'd have said, "Listen up, b****, I just said "I'm sorry", that means "I'm sorry", don't f***ing invalidate me."

Sara