DO I HAVE DID

For eq. I find it very difficult to express myself, but if I read someones opinion and I imagine that sense of self, I kinda addopt that style of writing, sometimes I realize it sometimes not. And sometimes I forget what I did like day before(maybe Caus I spend so much time on the computer?), I mean I kinda remember it, but shouldn't it be in more detail? I constantly talk in my head(not out loud) as if I was talking or giving opinion to someone. I don't even realize at first. And I act like other people, kinda. Times go really fast(maybe because I spend so much time on computer?)
Also very important, sometimes I do really do stupid stuff and I think to myself who was that? Like if I'm angry at my mom and then when I'm alone In my room, its like im different, maybe when I'm alone I imagine my self differently? And sometimes I wonder why am vegy, like sometimes I get that "hunting" feeling, probably like hunters do and I have to think about it to realize its a bad think. I also feel like Im deprived of sleep, like I'm really sleepy, but I'm not. I really remember actint very differently sometimes, but its truly like it was someone else. Like I imagine, when Im depressed or something, myself as someone else, but then I really get angry sometimes very fast. I also have constant racing thought and associations very quickly create a mood, or sometimes I smell things that are not there(but I did this my whole life). Because of these racing thoughts I very quickly forget what im doing but overall I REMEMBER. So what do you think(maybe I just have pure ocd and worry for nothing)

How old are you?

Una+ wrote:How old are you?

17

Teenagers generally do not have a very firm sense of self. What you describe sounds like fairly typical stuff for someone your age, especially if most of your attention is on the computer. How about doing an experiment? Drastically cut back your time on the computer. Use a daily log or a timer or parental access controls or some other mechanism to control it so you don't get absorbed and run over time. Then, spend that new free time doing something constructive. Go outside. Get exercise. Go to the library. Hang out with other people. Learn to cook or bake one dish. Clean your room. Keep a journal. After a week, review the results. Did you feel more present in your life? Did you feel more stable or less?

THanks Una+, this helped alot, its true, when I spend my time reading or just having a good time with friends, I forget all about this, and think how could have I thought I have this stuff.