New to Forums and questions

after skimming around and gathering the terms from this site, I have had plenty of questions that i have wished to come forward with to other than my therapist.

There are 4 alters in my body, the host who was created as the front. Most similar to a tank in an mmo (seperated to take the emotional/phsysical abuse and survive)

However this alter took on the name of the host and now is convinced that it is the one with the right to rule. The remaining 3 including myself have been repressed recently and while ultimately I am in control and the voice for the other 2, I am unable to maintain any sort of control of being present. Given we have most of the brain including many motor functions it has become increasingly difficult to get through in this way. The host is able to convince himself that we don't exist and even after being proven wrong won't believe it now.

The three of us also wish to know if we are considered living beings as well, with our identities, thoughts, and feelings being our own.

My transitions have also alluded me. I have been diagnosed with non-epileptic seizures. These seizures happen from very minute to extreme (hospital visits for medication to knock me out). During my "events" (the time when i change over) my eyes shift back and forth very rapidly and in a small amount of space. Almost equal to the distance of a small electric motor that vibrates back and forth. This can happen any time but mostly when i am listening to music. Listening to music allows me to fully disconnect from my body where all things are one and i am in a world of my own.

Jace Macar wrote:The three of us also wish to know if we are considered living beings as well, with our identities, thoughts, and feelings being our own.

IMO; I believe each alter as an individual, who deserves respect like any other human being. However, a person's view on how an alter is perceived is entirely to an opinion. I may see each as their own, but another may not. If you feel you each deserve the same acknowledgment as anyone else, then there is nothing wrong with that. If you want to consider yourselves as a piece of a whole, then that is also fine. You should form your own opinion of yourself, however, and not take your views from some one else.

Other than this, I am rather confused on what your other questions may be? I apologize.

your answer was enough, thank you.