feeling abadoned betrayed by theapist :(

hello its hard to start all feelings spinning round nd pressing odwn sufficating feeling. no one there trapped alone

left in pain all kife then good theapist was my angel and helps. see her 5 days a week 18 months, a younger one hsa told theapist before she wants to be adopted by her. she doesnt understand wh ycan;t happn.

i opened up to tharapist thins never told. hard to open. now she takes away. she is pregnant and never said until we asked directly. it has been a fear of us and she was saying she not planning having child, but she was alread prenenr. lied to us. she says she'ss be theapist after baby born but that is leading us on too. can;t trust her. heart broken smashed glass.we should have been that baby not someone else. she's abadoming me like my family did.
pain is too much,,,,, i need her and shes going

I am sorry but I didn't understand a lot of what you wrote. I did understand that you are sad. So your T is pregnant and leaving? Is she setting you up with a new T when she is on her maternity leave?

Sorry your T is leaving. I hope you get a new one soon. I know it's not the same, but somebody to help you is better than nobody. X

Aww.... safe hugs if you want them. If not, just leave them aside.

I'm really sorry your T is going to have to stop seeing you because she has got pregnant. Must be an incredibly scary time considering you were seeing her 5 days a week. That is pretty intense.

I know it feels like she is abandoning you and your heart is shattered. but by the sounds of it she will still continue to be your therapist after the baby is born and until then you may be able to see someone else. Therapists acting as a surrogate can sometimes be very helpful. When my professional was going away (though this was only for a week) I had someone in his place and it was really nice and refreshing to be able to get someone elses style and input on things. It won't be the same, of course it won't, and it might halt your healing for a while, but at least someone else will be there for you to talk to?

I know it's probably a massive shock right now, but you can get through this difficult time. Have you got family and friends around you who are aware you are in therapy and will understand that you might need some extra TLC whilst this therapist is away? You'll get through it.

Bourbon