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The Different Sides of Me

Postby LunaSyko » Mon Jun 27, 2011 6:43 am

Hey, been a while, huh?

So, for the past week or so, I've been trying to take note of how each of us are different. And, well, I decided to share with you guys the obvious differences between us ^^ (though I have noo clue what I'm doing this...)
*Thanks to my friend for helping me out with this and being so patient with me and my craziness. <3*

Friend: "Hey, what's up?
Me: *Playful salute* Sup.
Lilly: *Grins* Hihi! I just love your outfit~ *giggles*
Kendra: *Crosses arms and leans against wall or back in seat* Usual.
Kylee: *Makes constant eye contact* G'day.
Max (at age 15): *shifts shoulders and straightens back* Yo.
Meranda: *silently looks down at feet*
Scream: *ROLLS EYES AND TURNS UP MUSIC LOUDER*
Unknown: *Holds hands behind back* Well, Hello there.
Copy: *Playful salute* Sup.

Friend: Uhh... Who is this..?
Me: *Blinks* Uhh... Me? Who else?
Lilly: *Messes with hair* Oh, it's me! Lilly~ *Smiles*
Kendra: *Tenses* It's me. Kim. Duh.
Kylee: *Lowers voice so that no one else hears* Kylee.
Max: *Shoulders slump forward and runs hand through hair* Was I that obvious..?
Meranda: *Bites lip, still looking at ground*
Scream: *EYE ROLL*
Unknown: *Blinks and tilts head* Uhm. Me? Why?
Copy: *Blank stare* Uhh... Me? Who else would I be?

Soo, thats about half of the conversation. I typed up the rest and have it on my laptop, but I think you guys get the idea. And while I was copying this, I realized why I was posting this. Why can't my parents see these very painfully obvious differences? I know Kendra, Copy, Unknown, and Max all do their best to be like me, but how could someone not notice Scream or Lilly? Is it because my parents are in denial or something? Is there any way I can get them to see the light..?
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Re: The Different Sides of Me

Postby weeble » Tue Jun 28, 2011 5:14 am

they cant see it because they arent bothering to look!. sorry, i know its harsh, but from what you've said about your mum and dad, they sounds VERY wrapped up i their own lives to give a hoot about you... So yeah, i rekon thats why they haven't seen it. Mine didnt see it either!- until a rageful, physically violent foul mouthed alter came out.. THEN they noticed and we got in BIIIIG trouble!

Thats pretty much how the convos go with us too, If theres lots of ppl close to me when i talk to people they tend to come thru a bit... Lots of times i find myself talking like them and taking on their mannerisms.... thats when i force myself to 'snap out of it' and try my hardest to stay grounded. lol
i rekon suddenly not being able to pronounce the letter "R" in words might be a tad weird! lol

Thanks for sharing!
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Re: The Different Sides of Me

Postby watching&waiting » Tue Jun 28, 2011 6:01 pm

People dnot notice because they don't want to. TBH i don' know if you really want people to.

But yeah, we have weird $#%^ like that.
Selena is incredibly sociable, the rest of us are a little shyer around people. We have blatant voice changes, and wordchoices are pretty obvious if you know one of us if we've switched.

Is there something wrong with that?

You being social? No.

-- Wed Jun 29, 2011 5:01 pm --

To be completely honest?
I would notice Lilly, Kylee, Max(boy, hard to miss :P) and Scream.

The other reactions I'd probably write off to being in a different mood.
Some of it's not caring to notice, some of it is "DID isn't your first thought, we associate personality changes with other things first"
This is not an inclusive list, but a list of those who are most likely to post
Kyle(17), Tyler(18) Greg(17) Morgan(14) Selena(13) Jason(12)
We are all people.
We will never be one, do not suggest to us we should integrate.
Or that we are objects. Or that we aren't real.
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