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I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby Nakimachan14 » Thu Jun 16, 2011 2:36 am

Hello. I have a question... Is anyobody in here going to hurt me? Is this safe place to get help? I don't want to hut... I hate hurt. My host is a good person but she pushed me too much. I scratched her tummy and now I feel so BAD. I don't want to angry at her! She said I'm not to blame - whatever that means. I angry at everyone. I want to be happy. I don't like hurt. :(

My little alter is in distress as you can see. S/he would need a friend and proof that not everyone "is to hurt", as s/he puts it. S/he did indeed stracth my belly with his/her claws! I have quite long finger nails and we've just started to wonder if I should cut them in case s/he gets angry again and regrets it later. This is the first time when my alter have physically tried to hurt me. I still don't blame him/her. S/he has the right to defend him/herself. But I really need to teach my alter some basic rules of the system...!

Can somebody be my friend? :) I like friends. I have couple already. They're nice.

Due to conjoint agreement, I decided to use "s/he" and such to keep my alters information as vague as possible. ^^;
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Re: I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby LittleRedDog » Thu Jun 16, 2011 3:02 am

Hi. My name is E. I can be your friend. I'm sure some of my other parts, like Owly, would be your friend, too.
Your friend,
E
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Re: I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby pheonixrise » Thu Jun 16, 2011 3:05 am

None of us will hurt you (: It's pretty safe here (:
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Re: I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby chibixal » Thu Jun 16, 2011 3:10 am

I don't like hurt either. But I come here a lot and I never get hurt. I like it here its safe. And people are nice. I hope you come back. It's nice to talk.
My dx: AD, PTSD, DID, italics non active posters
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Lyle ?/?
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Kami 21F
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(gatekeeper)Gray ??
My husbands dx: OCD, Bipolar Disorder, and signs of Dissociation.
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Re: I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby Nakimachan14 » Thu Jun 16, 2011 4:01 am

To: LittleRedDog

Hey, I know you! :D You are that nice person that has animal friends! My host wrote to you about our animal friends. I'm not sure if I want to be your friend... You don't hurt me? I don't like hurt.

S/he's really shy. ^^ Hiding behind me and feeling quite scared of a new contact. I also help her/him to have these conversations since s/he doesn't know as much words as I do. S/he wants to know how old are you E? And also how old is Owly? :) She regoniced the name "LittleRedDog" and knew that I wrote about my animal alters in your topic.
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Re: I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby Nakimachan14 » Thu Jun 16, 2011 4:11 am

To: pheonixrise

Thank you for your soothing words! Me and my alter appreciate that greatly! My little alter is very scared of all these new contacts and is hiding behind me. :)

How long have you been here? It is safe? I don't feel hurt in here?

I'm protecting her/him from any harm and I'll take care of the problems, if we get those. :)
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Re: I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby Nakimachan14 » Thu Jun 16, 2011 4:29 am

To: chibixal

Yeah, hurt is so bad! I don't like it... I just want to play with my friends. I like playing home, drinking juice and take care of kids. :) You like drinking juice? Like tea? I sit on little table and drink juice with my host. My pet likes milk. I like soft cabbage, to eat. I like to talk sometimes. But sometimes I like to be. Not talk. When I feel hurt, I just be...

Soft cabbage means cabbage casserole. ;) It's funny that s/he likes it so much because I can't stand it!

Meooow. I come back.

When s/he is feeling especially bad, s/he changes into a feline. And at that time s/he might be hostile. It's a fulltime job to keep those bad memories away from her/him... Gosh, I just don't want her/him to feel pain anymore.
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Re: I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby pheonixrise » Thu Jun 16, 2011 8:21 am

Nakimachan14 wrote:To: pheonixrise

Thank you for your soothing words! Me and my alter appreciate that greatly! My little alter is very scared of all these new contacts and is hiding behind me. :)

How long have you been here? It is safe? I don't feel hurt in here?

I'm protecting her/him from any harm and I'll take care of the problems, if we get those. :)


It's so natural to get scared of it, I hope you (both) aren't feeling terribly overwhelmed.

I've been here (on this forum) for only 2 weeks now, but everyone I've met here have been safe. The forum has admins and moderators (in case you don't know what they are, they are people who make sure that unsafe people can't be on here). They do a great job of keeping it safe. People will not try to hurt you here.
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Re: I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby LittleRedDog » Thu Jun 16, 2011 11:55 am

Hi,

This is Owly. I'm 28 and E is 26. We both think you would like E because you wanna know why? E is a soft, red dog. She such a dark red color that she's almost brown and she's got spots on her back and her tail. She's little, but she's brave, and she's the happiest person that I know. She's a lot of fun to be around. E would never hurt a flea - even if one bit her! So, I promise, I won't hurt you, and E won't hurt you either.

Maybe one day you can meet some of our children. They're not as brave as you to post yet, but maybe one day they will be.

I hope you're feeling better!
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Re: I have a question.... [help needed]

Postby chibixal » Thu Jun 16, 2011 6:09 pm

Yes I love juice! And tea! They're my favorite. I like apple juice and green tea, but Oolong tea is my favorite, and sweet tea is very good too! Do you like anything else? I like chocolate milk. Yum!
My dx: AD, PTSD, DID, italics non active posters
(current host) Ane 22
(protecters) Jay 24M Josh 15M
Lyle ?/?
Sabastien 26M
Kami 21F
Rori/Roxley 16 F/M
(former hosts) Lillyane 10F Marie 5F Lil'Rose 4F
(gatekeeper)Gray ??
My husbands dx: OCD, Bipolar Disorder, and signs of Dissociation.
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